Addicted

Definition-

1. To cause to become physiologically or psychologically dependent on a habit-forming substance 2. To occupy (oneself) with or involve (oneself) in something habitually or compulsively

This completely describes me and how I feel about fanfic. The feelings from reading great FF are comparable to being high (not that I'm a druggie on anything). It's a natural high. Hmmmm wait, I could also just be suffering from sleep deprivation from staying up all night trying to get my Edward fix.

I popped my FF cherry, so to speak, with Wide Awake (thanks Jess *smooch*). What an amazing story?!?!? Go read it if you haven't already, oh, and PS have tissues, lots of them. Since then I have read 7 others and two "one shots." The Submissive (complete) The Dominant (complete) The Office (work in progress, and OME it's sooooo good *squeee*) Tropic of Virgo (work in progress) Surrogate Love (working in progress) Boy in the Red Sweater (complete) Emancipation Proclamation (work in progress). The two "one shots" were Never Think (f*ckhawt!!!) and Simple (surprising).

I have so many more saved to read. I have so many E & B's in my head I don't know how I keep them straight. So now that the cat is outta the bag and my obsession is out in the open do yourself a favor and good read one of these great lemony FF's. I promise you won't be let down.

Blogger, eh not so much...

I knew that after a few posts, a very few posts, I would give up. I think writing scares me. It's not so much the sharing of my life, but more so the not really exciting life to share. Plus, the minute I start typing I get writers block. I really shouldn't say writers block since technically I'm not a writer.

Oh to be like my role model cjane. To have words simply drip from my finger tips like drops of water. I'm not so blessed. I am blessed, but not that way. For now I guess I'll just try to come and post occasionally and read c jane's beautiful blog in awe and envy. I <3 you c jane. You are truly an inspiration to this extremely bad blogger...

Hmph

Everyday, like clockwork, I check weather.com to see if it's going to snow. I have no clue why I do this seeing as I watch the news at 10pm to get the forecast. I look at the forecast and then proceed to click on the 10-day link in hopes that it will snow in the next 10 days. I know some of you will say "why? why do you want snow it's a pain in the rear?" Well, for those who don't know me, and I'm LOLing at that statement since no one is actually reading this blog yet, we (my family and I) just moved up here from south fla.

So, you see I need it to snow. It must snow. It's December for crying out loud!!! Now yesterday, and for the past few days weather.com as well as the evening weather guy (who is so cute btw) have said that there is a good chance of snow for Sunday. Oh happy day!!! Finally the white stuff I dream about will fall from the sky to be caught be my open mouth.

But, and here's where I get really pissy, I just checked (cause I have to confess I check numerous times a day just in case) weather.com is now saying windy. What??? Windy??? What happened to Snow Showers??? Where did they go?? Has someone stolen them??? So, if you are getting my snow on Sunday please send it back cause I had it first!!!

And I'm Off

Okay, so this is my second attempt at blogging. Hopefully I will be better at it this time around LOL I'm not a great (or even good for that matter) writer, but I read that to become a good (or better in my case) writer you have to write. I've been thinking about what I want to write and all these ideas come to mind when I'm not sitting here staring at the screen, but the minute I sit down I forget what it is that I had thought would be really interesting to write about. How does one keep an audience coming back for more??? {Not that I even have an audience}

Hmmmmm, if I were crafty I could talk about all the creative projects I have made, but unfortunately I'm not. If my house was all fancy-schmancy I could post pics to make you ohhhh and ahhhh, but again it's not. Ok, so I'm going to think about some awesome, amazing, intriguing thing to write about and come back to post it. Ahhhh haaaa that's it, now you have to come back to see what all the hoop-la will be about...