Ugh!!!

its not a good bad. in fact its a pretty craptastic day. it started when i turned on my coffee maker and thought it was broke. heartfail. yesterday my father in law passed away and today my hubby is coming home. that should make me happy but i know that i will have to deal with the tsunami of emotions that he is going through.

he's not the happiest of people to begin with so im sure you can see where im going with this...

he missed his flight home. that and the fact that he wasn't calling me sent me into a hysterical crying fit. i had not cried since my fil passed and that just sent me over board. im a bit calmer now but wondering when he will be home? *sigh* ps i have an awesome headache now.